Tough Guys Wear Pink

Hm.

2006-06-29T18:52:35Z

Well, like usual. It's been forever since my last update.

I feel kind of ackward today. I think its probably since I got high for the first time in a while yesterday. Wow, I am a loser. But there was an owl like right in front of me and Channy, and it was really cool. And we started making fun of it. I've never been up close to an owl before. Actually, I've never actually seen an owl ever.

I am at Channy's house right now. We haven't done anything exciting. Which is okay. We usually never do anything exciting. I want Dan to sleep over tonight. But I think he is going to be busy since his name has someone's name in it. But whatever. I don't really care anymore. I should probably just move on. I've pretty much been in love with him for like a year. And yeah, maybe I'm still holding on because I think I have a chance? Maybe it's because I've been with people that made me think that people want to be with me. Oh well.

I don't really have anything else exciting to say, other then school's out for the summer. Sort of, I have to do correspondance courses. w00t. It actually really sucks, but I do want to graduate on time.

Anyways, I will try to update more often.

Until next time.

[.Tyler.]

guyzwearpink @ 2006-06-10T11:31:00

2006-06-10T19:01:10Z

Well it has been a while since my last update.

My birthday was on Monday and I went to see Brighteyes that same night. It was an amazing concert.

OMG! There was the hottest emo boy there ever and yeah. When me and Elyse went shopping on Thursday she went to try on clothes and he walked by the store and called me hott. I was pretty happy. Other then that. I don't really have much to say.

I still really like Joshh, but I don't know if he really cares or not. But it doesn't matter I guess. Well, it would be nice if he told me what he felt. And what he wants to do about it. But I don't know. I just don't want to keep asking him questions that might make him upset.

But other then that. There isn't really anything I want or need to say.

Until next time, which may be another 70 months.

<3
Tyler

The show was awesome.

2006-01-21T19:30:53Z

The Show last night was awesome. Except to tell you the truth, Blind Eye is possibly the worst band I have ever heard. They are probably worse then the Dead Beats. Maybe not that bad but yeah. Anyways. Italian Edition, Counting Heartbeats and TheSet were awesome. Except some guy behind me took his cock out and started rubbing it against the back of my pants and tried to get in mine. But yeah. It was weird. And yeah I thought I almost broke my leg yesterday when I get pushed down to the ground and 30 people fell on top of me and they were all fat. lol. It sucked. But after the show I shook Martin's (Lead Singer of TheSet) hand and hugged the guitar player again. He is so cool. But I was like. YAY! He touched me. And when he was singing he spat on me and I felt special. Lol. Not really it was kind of gross but whatever. He spat on my face and my clothes and spat on Chantelle but she wiped in on me. So more Martin spit for me. Hm. Well before we went to the show, Channy, Elyse, Trevor and I all went to Johnny Zee's and played DDR for like 3 hours and yeah it was interesting and fun. I only beat Elyse once, and I was on Light and she was on Standard. So yeah. But I don't have anything else interesting to say but the show was awesome and I am really bruised and my hands are cut up. So yeah. Byebye for now.

Heres some pictures of TheSet.

Woot.

2005-11-23T00:09:39Z

I am at Laura's house, and we are going to see Simple Plan tonight because we are cooler then anyone. except Justine and Chantelle because they get to meet them. And me and Laura are going to pretend to be them so we can meet them. And then yeah. It would be funny. I just want to meet one person from Simple Plan and its the hott one. With the lip peircing. Yeah but anyways I have nothing else to talk about.

byebye

Tyler

guyzwearpink @ 2005-11-04T11:53:00

2005-11-04T20:01:53Z

I am pretty sure that I am going to die. I hate the administration because they are going to send me to a fucking mental insitution if the medication they are putting me on doesn't work. And yeah. I am like, well I guess it would be a good thing for me to try, but still, things could possibly get worse. And right now, things are probably as bad as I want them to be. I may sound like I am trying to draw attention to myself, but it's just something to get out of my mind. Well, the stuff that I am taking right now isn't really medication, it's just vitamins that are supposed to stop me from being stressed, but they are making me more stressed because they made me vomit in my socials block. And now I have some weird sickness thing. I am probably poisoned for O.D on the stupid Vitamins. It says I am only supposed to take one of them a day, but my doctor is making me take three. Which I don't think is a really good idea, the fact that I just puked about an hour and a half ago. And the fact that I am seeing things that aren't really there, and talking to people who I don't know, and obviously don't exist. I am probably sound like I should be in a mental institution because I sound crazy. I may also sound like I am trying to draw attention to myself. But what does it matter anyways. I would rather have people know what is going on with me. It doesn't precisely mean that I am going to be like "OMG like everyone I am going to be in a mental insitution!!!!1!!11one" Ugh. I hate the counsellors here to. And the fact that I never knew I had a social worker till yesterday and the fact that she has been stalking me for the past month... Apparently. It kind of makes me wonder how crazy I really am. Oh yeah. And this douche in the hallway, she was all like screaming at the top of her lungs so I was like "Shut the fuck up!" and then she yelled back at me and was like "WHAT DID YOU SAY!!!" and then Elyse said something really funny but I can't remember right now. But it was good. Oh right. She said to her that she should probably shut up because I didn't feel well, and then she's like "Oh I don't think I should stop" and then Elyse said something about her pants being too tight and you could see her g-string because they were so tight or something. I don't really remember. But it was funny. And it was something along those lines. Well I think I have blabbed on about my whole life situation. But yeah I should probably go now.

Until I write again.

~.Tyler.~

My feelings of Conciededness

2005-10-28T20:15:54Z

I am pretty sure that I am the coolest person in this school.

guyzwearpink @ 2005-10-09T10:40:00

2005-10-09T17:40:55Z

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Foreplay is not your thing, but you can go for
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displays a lack of well-roundedness in other
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guyzwearpink @ 2005-10-08T17:30:00

2005-10-09T00:37:38Z

I feel better today. I got some new black gloves because I have wanted to for a while and I am wearing them right now. But yeah, I work so much opening week of Winners. OMG. I work Tuesday 5-10. Wednesday 5-10. Thursday 5-10. Friday 5-10. Saturday 11-7. And I don't think that anyone works on sunday so whatever. But still, its a lot of hours. SO yeah. But I do feel better about my self and my surroundings and I am kind of settling down now that I know that nobody gets what they want all the time. I was just being greedy, thinking that I could get someone that in the summer didn't even feel the same way as me and now he doesn't again. So I guess its basically my fault. SO yeah I don't know what to think. But I don't want to be in a relationship right now. I just don't need any stress and stuff. Even though two different guys like me. But I don't know if I want to date any of them. Besides I still have feelings for Marco. Hmm. I don't think anyone knows about that. But yeah he is a guy I started to like the first time I saw him. And I still haven't had the courage to say anything to him because well thats who I am. But I really would like the opportunity to start a conversation with him one day. I don't know if he has the same sexual preference as me. But I guess I will find out soon, well hopefully. But yeah. I think I am going to go because this is getting longer then I thought it was going to be, so I will update again someday. Alrighty then.

~.Tyler.~

guyzwearpink @ 2005-10-07T20:48:00

2005-10-08T03:51:05Z

Maybe I should just forget about liking people. I just keep getting hurt about finding out the truth. I don't want peoples sympathy, I don't want to be told to do things that I don't want to do. I know I'm not perfect, but who is? I know it may seem hard to believe, but I think I actually liked him. I know I say that about everyone, but I don't know. I cry too much.

guyzwearpink @ 2005-10-07T19:42:00

2005-10-08T02:42:59Z

I hate everything.

Yeah.

2005-10-02T23:57:00Z

I am at Calypsos Meme's house, we came back from the movie theatre and we watched the Corpse Bride, which was better then I thought it was going to be. Well yeah. I don't know why I am writing but I felt like it because I was already in Live Journal. But yeah I haven't written anything for a while. Recently, I found out that my uncle is dying from Cancer and some 30 year old guy wants to have sex with me, which is nasty. Um. Well yeah apparently (according to my parents) I am the onec causing his death because he is really religious and crap and was like "Oh if I find out that someone is gay in my family I would kill myself" and then he found out that I was gay and then yeah they found out that his cancer spread to his lungs and his liver and he is supposed to die in like a week to a month. But yeah, if you can believe it I actually prayed for like 2 hours while bawling my eyes out because I didn't want him to die and I actually thought about killing myself thinking that it would solve my problems and was pretty close to doing it to. Cause yeah when I prayed I said that instead of him dying I would die but yeah I don't know. I am weird. Anyways. If I did die I would probably go to hell but thats okay. Calypso wants everyone in hell to do the time warp... again... and again.... a nd again. Yup it would be hott. I could see the devil breaking down in the middle of the song. Yeah its pretty cool. LOL. a Pimp Cane. But yeah I am finished saying what I was saying. So yeah I will go now and do something. That sounds gross so I am just going to go.

Byebye
~.Tyler.~

guyzwearpink @ 2005-09-27T21:51:00

2005-09-28T04:52:33Z

Take the quiz: "What My Chemical Romance Band Member Are YOU!"

Gerard Way
Leader and really cute too! Love You

Wow....

2005-09-18T20:40:08Z

Your Superhero Profile

Your Superhero Name is The Living Chameleon
Your Superpower is Undead
Your Weakness is Bald People
Your Weapon is Your Prototype Pitchfork
Your Mode of Transportation is Submarine

What's your Superhero Name?

Hmmm... PLEASE COMMENT. :) <3

2005-09-05T20:42:22Z

Well school starts in a day and I am not really looking foreward to it. I usually feel some sort of excitment, but knowing that I am in classes that I refused to do kind of makes the point of going to them really... pointless. Well lets see I start the day off with foods, a course that I never really wanted to take in the first place. But i guess your counsellors don't really care if you like it or not, the fact that I don't even think I put foods down on my course selection sheet is kind of retarted. Other then school, I have been rehearsing for "The Witch and the Rabbit King" Amanda V, and I are in EVERY song together which makes me happy because she is fun to be with. We even get to do this 70's disco part together because we are cool. Well and another thing is that I am in love with someone that I thought I was over a long time ago, but apparently I am not, because right when I looked at him I remembered how much I liked him and crap, and now I am hopelessly devoted to someone I know I can never have. Yeah, I have been writing a lot of songs on my guitar lately and less on my piano. Which is kind of weird because I loved my piano for the longest time but I think you get over the fact of being on it 24/7. But yeah Chantelle is sleeping over at my house tomorrow because we are going to school together. That shall be interesting because I don't want to go to school. Oh well. Two more years and I graduate :S, its kind of scary but then again I am glad it is going to be over with, except for college. But yeah I don't really have anything else to write but PLEASE COMMENT ME. I miss comments from people. *TEAR* Until next time
;) LaTeR
~.Tyler.~

Wow I am Love Apparently...

2005-09-05T20:30:01Z


guyzwearpink is love
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Wow....

2005-08-03T02:22:46Z

Today was pretty cool. I hung out with Chantelle and we went to see "The Island" which was really good lol. Yeah I thought it was an awesome movie.... but yeah I don't even know why I am writing lol because I have no clue what I am talking about. But I am in a really good mood today for some reason.... lol yeah I don't know why I am but I have a happy feeling in my stomach lol and its nasty because yeah I don't really like the feeling its creepy. But w/e. I don't even know why I am writing in here but yeah I spent 7 days in a row with Channy and it was okay other then we got into an argument like every 5 minutes and it pissed me off... but today is different I am actually in a good mood :) but yeah I forgot to say THANKYOU to Channy's mom so I will say it here. I felt like a prick for just leaving but I had to lol. But yeah I am going to go now because I don't really have anything to write about. So Until Next time!

Your Happy Friend
Tyler ;)

guyzwearpink @ 2005-08-01T19:26:00

2005-08-02T02:27:01Z

1. Reply with your name and I will write something random about you.
2. I will then tell you what song/movie reminds me of you.
3. I will pick a flavor of jello to wrestle with you in.
4. I will say something that only makes sense to you and me.
5. I will tell you my first memory of you.
6. I will tell you what animal you remind me of.
7. I'll then ask you something that I've always wondered about you.
8. If I do this for you, you must post this on your LJ.

Wow.

2005-07-31T17:18:06Z

I haven't written anything since my last journal... that seems like forever ago. Well yeah I am at Channys house and I have been at her house for over like a week now which is really sad. Well yeah I think I am going to go home on Tuesday afternoon or evening, because we are supposed to be going to see "The Island" which looks really good, but then again who knows what its going to be like. Lol. But yeah, there is this guy that I really like and he says he wants to hang out with me :D:D. But I don't think I should get over excited because I don't even know if he is gay. Well he knows I am, he wanted to see me on cam more then ANYTHING, and yeah he seems like a really nice person. Other then he is like a gangster. But yeah I like him a lot. Well according to Channy. Because I apparently I don't talk to anyone other then him. And she thinks that it means that I like him. Maybe its true but who knows. I think I do, and I dreamt about him last night which is really creepy lol. I don't know what I should do though, because I want to stay with JD but he lives all the way in Texas and I don't know how I am ever going to get across the border without a passport which will cost me a lot of money lol. And Dean, the gangster guy that I think I like, he lives in Victoria which is a lot closer to me then any one else... well that I have gone out with. To be precise he lives in Saanich which is still closer then Texas lol. But yeah, I thought that I wouldn't break up with people for stupid reasons, but I don't know if long distance is really a stupid reason or not. Well, as my ex Michael said "Until you actually meet him in person, you are technically not seeing anyone" and I was like "okay lol" and yeah it was weird. I never thought of it that way before lol. But yeah, I was going to go see Michael in England, one reason why I broke up with him, but the main reason was because I thought that he was cheating on me lol. But I know he wasn't, he isn't that type of person. But anyways, this is longer then I thought it was going to be so I am going to go now lol, well ttyl.

~.Tyler.~

guyzwearpink @ 2005-07-12T11:30:00

2005-07-12T18:44:42Z

Well I really don't have much to say, other then I am at Jamies house because of what my step-dad keeps doing... If you don't know, he is the most homophobic person in the world, and seeing as I am gay he doesn't really approve that his "son"(which he likes to think that he is my real father) shouldn't be gay. And because of this, he constantly throws things at me. Tells me to do things over and over again until finally I snap. And is he being nice about it. NO! He is being a bitch! I don't know anyone else in the world as bitchy as him. I just don't understand anymore. I don't know what my mom see's in him. He has such a shallow life. He is so fucking lazy, and he makes me do all the things that he he doesn't feel like doing. Like cleaning the living room, the bathroom, and the kitchen, my bedroom, my sister's bedroom in one day. And the amount my house gets dirty that takes about 10 hours to do. If I'm lucky. So really, I am not in a good mood. By the end of this month, I am changing my whole "good boy" image. I am going to try to become a vegetarian, I am going to buy a bunch of gothy clothes from Value Village, I am dying my hair black and growing out to my normal length. I am wearing eyeliner... In which I am wearing right now because I never took it off lastnight before I went to sleep. The reason I am wearing the eyeliner is because my step-dad said he never wanted to see me wear makeup. So I am going to do everything he doesn't want me to do. And the next time he bitches at my I am seriously going to think about running away. And I know some people who would run away with me. Well if they had problems at that time as well. Even if my parents sent the police they can find me, but I can tell them why I am not going home, and now that I am 16 they can't really do anything about. They could call my parents and tell them where I am and crap, but there is no way that I am going home. Well if I run away. I like being with my friends. My friends are the only thing that is keeping me alive right now. Well all the friends that are here anyways. I don't think that I have heard Chantelle say one thing that helped me. Well I don't even think she knows whats going on, which really doesn't even matter because I am not going to tell her. If she wants to know she can read this. Well I am going to go now so ttyl.

~.Tyler.~

guyzwearpink @ 2005-07-09T21:56:00

2005-07-10T04:59:37Z

Hey Whats Up?

I really don't have much to say other then I am at home with almost absolutely nothin to do. And no one to talk to. Well I don't have MSN so it's kind of hard to talk to anyone anyways. Well I don't have much of a life right now. I was supposed to go to Jamies on thursday then her dad made last minute plans. Then I was going to stay over last night but then her dad made plans again. This is just so screwed up. I don't know. Well I hope she comes home tommorow so I have someone to hang out with. Well she could be home now. But I don't think she is so thats okay. Anyways, I don't have anything to say so I am just going to go now.

~.Ty.~

Wow An Entry!

2005-07-06T16:44:23Z

Hey, well I haven't written anything in here for the longest time. A lot has happened since my last entry. Well I got a boyfriend then I broke up with him. Thats the short story anyways. I don't feel like going into detail right now. But hey! I get to meet somebody today, who doesn't know that he is going to be meeting anyone. Lol, Jamie's friend Kelly is coming over with her best friend who happens to be gay. Yet, he doesn't yet know that he is coming here to meet me. Lol. I am excited to finally meet him. I hope he likes me anyways. Well. If he doesn't I hope someone will realize that I am not such a bad person. Actually I am kind of a good boy. Lol I know that sounds so corny, but its true. I don't know. Well anyways, life is so weird right now. My mom finally allows me to sleep over at Jamies. Which is awesome. Oh yeah! I saw War of the Worlds on Monday with my grandparents. It was such a good movie. I recommend that everyone see's that movie in theatres because on DVD or whatever it won't be as good... Well I think anyways, it's got so many special effects in it, I don't know how they did it. But I plan to marry Justin Chatwin who is the son of Tom Cruise in the movie, lol well Justin is from Naniamo so he is a canadian! Lol, well he was born one anyways. I don't have much to say other then I am on msn and that I don't have much of a life. Lol. This is so weird. I haven't made an entry for so long. I'm suprised people still use this even with the MSN Spaces thing out which is practically the same thing but with more features and crap oh well. If anyone leaves a comment I will be suprised. SO go for it.

~.Ty.~

guyzwearpink @ 2005-06-14T09:38:00

2005-06-14T16:43:21Z

Wow, I am in math right now and it is really boring because I don't have anything to do and there is still like 20 minutes left of class, then I have English. Yay. Not. Anyways, this is really stupid because I have no life and this is really boring. Wow I am listening to J.Lo which is also really sad because she is the only hip-hop I listen to. Hehe that sounds so stupid. This is really lame. Umm. Oh yeah I have call-backs tonight, I don't even know what I have to do. I might want to memorize my song incase I have to sing it because if I do then I am pretty screwed. I don't even understand. Wow I don't have anything to say now so I am going to go and do something else because I have nothing to do which sounds really corny but I don't have anything to do.

guyzwearpink @ 2005-06-14T09:21:00

2005-06-14T16:22:13Z

What Makes You Sexy? by eva71
Name/NickName
Gender
Sexy Body Part Is	Your Hands
Special Talents Are	Stalking Your Prey

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This is creepy cause this is the 2nd time I did this thing and it's the same as it was on friday... it usually changes but thats weird...

guyzwearpink @ 2005-06-14T09:19:00

2005-06-14T16:19:07Z

Your Homicidal Rampage! by crash_and_burn

Your name:

Weapon of Choice:

Your dashing good looks

Your Favorite Target:

Europeans

Your Kill Count:

134,971,678

Your Battle Cry:

"Touch me, I'm happy!"

Years You Spend in Jail:

How Much Money In Damages You Cause:

$29,301,502,313,742

Your Homocidal Insanity Level:: 83%

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Random Stuff!!!

2005-06-13T20:37:42Z

Wow I am wearing the hottest headphones right now. Wow this keyboard is really crappy. I am listening to Straylight Run because it is the greatest band in the world. Anyways, I am really not doing anything because I'm in planning right now and I have nothing to work on. Wow this is the last week of school until summer! Well other then Exams which is really stupid. Wow I had 40$ as of thismorning and now I have like no money. LOL. Oh yeah I am supposed to be walking with Calypso but then I remembered that Channy wants me to stay afterschool because she is getting picked up which is pretty cool so yeah. She slept over last night because I had absolutely no classes thismorning which was cool so I was happy. This is like the only "Punkish" song on here and apparently its really loud. But now its over so it doesn't even really matter! Lol. Now it's another Emo song. I love this song except its Chantelle's burnt copy so it's not the original version. What else was I going to say. Oh yeah I had auditions yesterday for Four Seasons Musical Theatre, and I sang "Music of the Night" from Phantom of the Opera but I was so bad because I forgot part of the lyrics and I thought that I did the wrong chorus but it was right, but I was asked to go to call backs tomorrow at 7 p.m so that made me happy. I feel bad for Channy because this was like her third audition with them and she hasn't gotten into any of them, I hope that one day they will see that she actually does have talent so I hope they do see that. Wow thats probably the nicest thing I have said about her for the longest time. I thought I was going to say something else. Well I got a CD player from Walmart for like 15$ which is really cheap but yeah the headphones don't match at all. Anyways I have nothing else to say but I am going to 'hang out' with Calum this weekend and I am really excited for it! Anyways, I am going to go now so I will write again soon.

~.Ty.~